Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Let evening come


this is the perfect poem for how i've been feeling latly
p.s: i HATE my collage
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Let the light of late afternoon

Shine through chinks n the barn, moving

up the bales as the sun moves down.


let the cricket take up chafing

as a women takes up her needles

and her yarn. Let evening come.


let dew collect on the hoe abandoned

in long grass. let stars appear

and the moon disclose her silver horn.


let the fox go back to its sandy den

let the wind die down let the shed

go black inside let evening come


to the bottle in the ditch, to the scoop

in the oats, to air in the lung

let evening come


let it come, as it will, and don't

be afraid. God does not leave us

comfortless. so let evening come.

snow snow snow!!!!!

oh my god we had so much fun!!!! true i was clobbered by much younger brother (so embarrassing!)but still.... I love snow!!!!!!!!!!!

Snow!!!!


Saturday, January 19, 2008

but how i miss my sun!

هي الشمس مسكنها السماء فعز الفؤاد عزاء حميلا
فلن تستطيع إليها الصعود ولن تستطيع إليك النزولا

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Things I wish I knew sooner..

okay so here's what i could come up with (with some suggestions from friends) please add anything u can think of!(:

1. don't love any1 with the intention of changing them.. they wont change

2.if u die ur hair blue u mom will find out... and she will probably freak

3.if u don't study... u wont pass

4.if u party all year long u wont pass

5.and sometimes even when u study and don't party u don't pass..

6. if ur boyfriend has a boy friend...he's probably gay

7.u really cant fix the world and everything that goes wrong isn't ur fault

8.if u flip a guy off neither he nor any1 else will EVER forget it

9.if u don't change ur pad u will leak and no1 will forget that either (especially if ur in Junior high sniff*sniff)

10.diet coke and a whole other bunch of things are very very very addictive

11.what people think doesn't really matter

12.the winning lottery tickets number(;

13.ur parents r humans and they make mistakes

14.that which doesn't kill u...will make u stronger and u will get over it

15.sometimes smart people can do very very stuiped things

16.nothing is too good to be true

17.hair is flammable...very flammable

18.if u tell ur mom ur going out with ur friend and 2 hours later she drives by with the Car and sees u alone she will know somethings up

19.if it hurts the first time DON'T do it again

20.if u help ur friend do something really naughty it will be twisted around and turn out to be ur fault

21.if u do something naughty (whether or not it was ur fault) u will be punished and it wont be pretty

22.every thing u do leaves an imprint THINK CAREFULLY before u do any thing

23.life isn't easy... but it's soo amazing and wonderful and u should live every second of it

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

why guys like girls...


((from chicken soup for the soul))

1.they always smell good even if its just shampoo

2.the way ther head always find the right spot on ur shoulder

3.the ease with wich they fit into ur arms

4.they way they kiss u and all of a sudden evarything is right in the world

5.how cute they are when they eat

6.the way they take hours to dress, but in the end its all worthwhile

7.they are always warm even when its minus thirty degrees outside

8.the way they look good no matter what they wear

9.the way they fish for compliments

10.how cute they are when they argue

11.the way there hand always finds yours

12.the way they smile

13.the way u feel when u see their name on caller ID after u just had a big fight

14.they way they say lets not fight anymore eventhough u know that an hour later...

15.they way they kiss u when u do smth nice for them

16.the way they kiss you when you say "i love u"

17.actually ,just the way they kiss u...

18.the way they fall into ur arms when they cry

19.the way they apoloize for crying over somthing silly

20.the way they hit u and expect it to hurt

21.the way they appologize when it does hurt(even though we dont admit it)

22.the way they say i miss u

23.the way u miss them

24.the way their tears make u want to change the world so it doesnt hurt them anymore

yet regardless of whiether u love them hate them wish they would die or know u ould die without them.. it matters not. because once they come into ur life whatever they are to the world they become everything to u. when u look them in the eyes. travling to the depths of their souls and u say a million things without a trace of a sound u know ur own life is inevitadly consumed within the rythmetic beatings of their very hearts.

we love them for a million reasons, its a thing not of the mind but of the haert. a feeling. only felt

Happy 19th B-day!!!




8/1/2008

strange how someone can mean so much more to you...
then you to them...
whatever...

My life...