A little bit of E...

joke...

2008-05-20T09:03:00.000-07:00

A little girl asked her mother: How did the humanrace appear?The mother answered: God made Adam and Eve and theyhad children and so was all mankind made.Two days later she asks her father the samequestion. The father answered:Many years ago therewere monkeys from which the human race was developed.The confused girl returns to her mother and says:Mom how is it possible that you told me that thehuman race was created by God and Papa says theywere developed from monkeys.The mother answers: Well dear, it is very simple. Itold you about the origin of my side of the family,while your father told you about his side...((hehe))

Palestine...

2008-02-29T11:31:00.000-08:00

A deep feeling of helplessness overtakes me...
I WISH I COULD DO SOMTHING
anything.

I've let go the need to know why..

2008-02-19T13:48:00.000-08:00

I thought I did what's right
I thought I had the answers
I thought I chose the surest road
But that road brought me here…
So I put up a fight and told u how to help me...
Now just when I have given up
The truth is coming clear
U know better then I
U know the way
I've let go the need to know why
For you know better then I
If this has been a test
I cannot see the reason
But maybe knowing I don’t know
Is part of getting through?
I try to do what's best
And faith has mad it easy to see the best thing I can do
Is put my faith in u
I saw one cloud and thought it was the sky
I saw a bird and thought I could follow but it was you who taught that bird to fly
If I let u reach me… will u teach me?
Ill take what answers u supply
U know better then I

from Joseph king of dreams...

shattered hopes

2008-02-17T13:48:00.000-08:00

Pitter patter
CRASH SMASH KABOOM

my dreams… my hopes undone….

Let evening come

2008-01-22T12:06:00.000-08:00

this is the perfect poem for how i've been feeling latly

p.s: i HATE my collage

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Let the light of late afternoon

Shine through chinks n the barn, moving

up the bales as the sun moves down.

let the cricket take up chafing

as a women takes up her needles

and her yarn. Let evening come.

let dew collect on the hoe abandoned

in long grass. let stars appear

and the moon disclose her silver horn.

let the fox go back to its sandy den

let the wind die down let the shed

go black inside let evening come

to the bottle in the ditch, to the scoop

in the oats, to air in the lung

let evening come

let it come, as it will, and don't

be afraid. God does not leave us

comfortless. so let evening come.

snow snow snow!!!!!

2008-01-22T11:56:00.000-08:00

oh my god we had so much fun!!!! true i was clobbered by much younger brother (so embarrassing!)but still.... I love snow!!!!!!!!!!!

Snow!!!!

2008-01-22T11:51:00.000-08:00

but how i miss my sun!

2008-01-19T11:36:00.000-08:00

هي الشمس مسكنها السماء فعز الفؤاد عزاء حميلا
فلن تستطيع إليها الصعود ولن تستطيع إليك النزولا

Things I wish I knew sooner..

2008-01-16T09:50:00.000-08:00

okay so here's what i could come up with (with some suggestions from friends) please add anything u can think of!(:

1. don't love any1 with the intention of changing them.. they wont change

2.if u die ur hair blue u mom will find out... and she will probably freak

3.if u don't study... u wont pass

4.if u party all year long u wont pass

5.and sometimes even when u study and don't party u don't pass..

6. if ur boyfriend has a boy friend...he's probably gay

7.u really cant fix the world and everything that goes wrong isn't ur fault

8.if u flip a guy off neither he nor any1 else will EVER forget it

9.if u don't change ur pad u will leak and no1 will forget that either (especially if ur in Junior high sniff*sniff)

10.diet coke and a whole other bunch of things are very very very addictive

11.what people think doesn't really matter

12.the winning lottery tickets number(;

13.ur parents r humans and they make mistakes

14.that which doesn't kill u...will make u stronger and u will get over it

15.sometimes smart people can do very very stuiped things

16.nothing is too good to be true

17.hair is flammable...very flammable

18.if u tell ur mom ur going out with ur friend and 2 hours later she drives by with the Car and sees u alone she will know somethings up

19.if it hurts the first time DON'T do it again

20.if u help ur friend do something really naughty it will be twisted around and turn out to be ur fault

21.if u do something naughty (whether or not it was ur fault) u will be punished and it wont be pretty

22.every thing u do leaves an imprint THINK CAREFULLY before u do any thing

23.life isn't easy... but it's soo amazing and wonderful and u should live every second of it

why guys like girls...

2008-01-15T13:57:00.000-08:00

((from chicken soup for the soul))

1.they always smell good even if its just shampoo

2.the way ther head always find the right spot on ur shoulder

3.the ease with wich they fit into ur arms

4.they way they kiss u and all of a sudden evarything is right in the world

5.how cute they are when they eat

6.the way they take hours to dress, but in the end its all worthwhile

7.they are always warm even when its minus thirty degrees outside

8.the way they look good no matter what they wear

9.the way they fish for compliments

10.how cute they are when they argue

11.the way there hand always finds yours

12.the way they smile

13.the way u feel when u see their name on caller ID after u just had a big fight

14.they way they say lets not fight anymore eventhough u know that an hour later...

15.they way they kiss u when u do smth nice for them

16.the way they kiss you when you say "i love u"

17.actually ,just the way they kiss u...

18.the way they fall into ur arms when they cry

19.the way they apoloize for crying over somthing silly

20.the way they hit u and expect it to hurt

21.the way they appologize when it does hurt(even though we dont admit it)

22.the way they say i miss u

23.the way u miss them

24.the way their tears make u want to change the world so it doesnt hurt them anymore

yet regardless of whiether u love them hate them wish they would die or know u ould die without them.. it matters not. because once they come into ur life whatever they are to the world they become everything to u. when u look them in the eyes. travling to the depths of their souls and u say a million things without a trace of a sound u know ur own life is inevitadly consumed within the rythmetic beatings of their very hearts.

we love them for a million reasons, its a thing not of the mind but of the haert. a feeling. only felt

Happy 19th B-day!!!

2008-01-15T13:43:00.001-08:00

8/1/2008

2008-01-15T13:38:00.000-08:00

strange how someone can mean so much more to you...
then you to them...
whatever...

My life...

2008-01-15T13:25:00.000-08:00

China...

2007-12-15T16:26:00.000-08:00

Morocco...

2007-12-15T16:21:00.000-08:00

pics of the Bazzar..

how to know if ur an arab

2007-12-15T15:05:00.000-08:00

** You ask your dad a simple question and he tells you a story of how he had to walk miles just to get to school.
**Your parents were ranked first in school.
**Your dad swears at you with words that affect himself (Ibnil kalb)
** You tell everyone that you are a successful businessman back home" when you are really just an unemployed goat herder.
**You feel uncomfortable saying the word 'tease' in English.
**If you are 25 and not married yet, word gets out that ur an old maid.
**Your relatives alone could populate a small city.
**Everyone is a family friend.
** You hide everything from your parents, but they still think they know everything about you, and make you believe that they actually do.
**People are never happy with what you've achieve; if you Graduated from school they'll tell you "Oqbal el Shahadeh el kbeereh", and when u get that "Oqbal el Aroos or Areees", and when you get that "Oqbal ma nefrah be Aoulad-kum", and when you get that "Oqbal ma tefrahu bi shahadit-hum", etc...
**When shops have sales they call your mom.

the love birds(;

2007-12-15T14:53:00.000-08:00

my little brother2

2007-12-15T14:50:00.000-08:00

what i caught him doing at 12 at night!(:

My little brother...

2007-12-15T14:47:00.000-08:00

awwwwwwwww so cute(:

Emily Brontë was a Genius

2007-12-15T14:37:00.000-08:00

This is EXACTLY how i feel right now...
XXXVIII

ONE blessing had I, than the rest
So larger to my eyes
That I stopped gauging, satisfied,
For this enchanted size.

It was the limit of my dream, 5
The focus of my prayer,—
A perfect, paralyzing bliss
Contented as despair.

I knew no more of want or cold,
Phantasms both become, 10
For this new value in the soul,
Supremest earthly sum.

The heaven below the heaven above
Obscured with ruddier hue.
Life’s latitude leant over-full; 15
The judgment perished, too.

Why joys so scantily disburse,
Why Paradise defer,
Why floods are served to us in bowls,—
I speculate no more. 20

Emily Brontë

الأوليات في العالم

2007-12-15T14:35:00.000-08:00

الصرف الصحي لكل من في العالم
بليون دولار أمريكي6
مواد التجميل في أمربكا الشمالية
بليون دولار أمريكي8
الصرف المائي لكل من في العالم
بليون دولار أمريكي9
البوظة في أوربا
بليون دولار أمريكي11
العطور في أوربا و أمريكا الشمالية
بليون دولار أمريكي12
التغذية و الصحة الأسساسية لكل من في الأرض
بليون دولار أمريكي13
طعام الحيوانات الأليفة في أوربا و أمريكا الشمالية
بليون دولار أمريكي17
السجائر في أوربا
بليون دولار أمريكي50
الخمر في أوربا
بليون دولار أمريكي105
المخدرات في العالم
بليون دولار أمريكي400
الصرف على التسليح
بليون دولار أمريكي780

shiek muslim...

2007-12-15T13:39:00.001-08:00

the one and only Haroon(:

2007-12-15T13:26:00.000-08:00

me as the killer

2007-12-07T14:10:00.000-08:00

the stage!

2007-12-07T14:04:00.000-08:00

play!!!

2007-12-07T13:49:00.001-08:00

yayyyyyyy finaly tickets are being sold to the much worked on (Rihlit imam)

how am i ever goin to lose weight!!

2007-12-07T13:42:00.000-08:00

caught cheating on diet......

yayyyyyyy

2007-12-07T13:36:00.000-08:00

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

driving school...

how i spent thanksgiving...

2007-11-24T16:06:00.000-08:00

doing dishes of course(;

Happy Thanksgiving!!

2007-11-24T15:20:00.000-08:00

do you know?

2007-11-22T15:17:00.000-08:00

Do you know what it feels like loving someone

that's in a rush to throw you away.

ENRIQUE IGLESIAS.

be nice to frogs...

2007-11-22T15:06:00.000-08:00

be nice to frogs, by the way.

they are your friands in the garden.

they eat the beastly slugs and never

harm your flowers.

Roald Dahl.

ouch...

2007-11-22T14:46:00.000-08:00

ouch....)':

Jealous fool...(:

2007-11-22T14:37:00.000-08:00

just another girls night out..(:

2007-11-22T14:26:00.000-08:00

Flowers of Damascus...

2007-11-22T14:02:00.000-08:00

Joy

2007-11-20T15:29:00.000-08:00

An uncontrollable
Unrestrainedly
Unexplainable
JOY…

Al Fatih...

2007-11-20T14:57:00.001-08:00

It is he who from on high has bestowed inner peace upon the hearts of the believers, so that seeing that God's are all forces of the heavens and the earth and that God is all knowing, truly wise – they might grow yet more firm in their faith;
Al-Fatih,4

My hobby

2007-11-20T13:54:00.000-08:00

When you spit from the twenty sixth floor
And it floats on the breeze to the ground
Does it fall upon hats
Or on white Persian cats
Or on heads, with a pitty-pat sound?
I used to think life as a bore
But I don’t feel that way anymore
As I count up the hits
As I smile as I sit
As I spit from the twenty sixth floor

Shel Silverstein

يؤلمني

2007-11-20T13:24:00.001-08:00

لماذا يجري الدم في عروقي
بعد أن تجمد فلبي؟
و الحزن يمزق بي
فلماذا الابتسامة على وجه
أتكلم بثقة
فلماذا لا أصدق ما أقول؟؟

جامعة:)

2007-11-20T13:17:00.000-08:00

اليوم حدث حادث غريب
تخيلو أنني و بعد غياب طوووويل
ذهبت إلى جامعتي!!!
نعم!!و بمحض((تقريبا)) إرادتي
و لهذا الحديث حكاية....و هذه هية
في صباح هذا اليوم الكئيب
استيقظت على أصوات التهديد و الوعيد
بلقتل و الضرب و التأليع إلى الطريق
مستغربة و نصف نائمة سألت لما كل هذا؟!
قالت أختي إنني أحاول أن أوقظك منذ أكثر من ساعة
ثم و كأنني اقترفت جريمة شنعاء
استئنفت حديثها بصوت يسمع الصماء
فقمت متثائبة من سريري
علها تهدء و تدعني أذهب في سبيلي
ثم و بسرعة خيالية لبست ثيابي
فصديقتي قادمة بعد قليلِ
و إن تأخرت عليها نصف دقيقة
ستسأنف حديث أختي الرقيقة
و لم أتأخر بفضل ربي
حتى انها قد وصلت بعدي
ثم اسرعنا أنا و اياها إلى توقيف سيارة أجرة
سائلين الله ان لا يغالي في الأجرة
و أخبرناه اننا ذاهبون إلى الجحيم
عفوا عفوا الجامعة و ربنا بنا عليم
فبادر و بكل حذر السائق الكريم
بلمشي بلسيارة على المئتن و الأربعين
فتشهدت شهادتي التوحيد
و هممت بلاتصل و بتوديع كل حبيب و فريب
غير أنه بعد قليل
وجدت و لدهشتي اننا قد وصلنا دون حادث مميت
و يبدو ان السائق حنك و ذكي
فبعد هذه التجربة لم أعد أهتم بشيئ مادي
فلم أتوانى عندما طلب مني سعر الخيالي
أن أعطيه كل ما يريد
ثم دخلنا الأبواب انتظرو هل هذا معقول؟
وكأنني سمعت صوتا يقول..
أدخلو أبواب الجامعة خالدين
((ليس معاذ الله تحرف على الآية
إنما أروي لكم حكاية))
غير أنني أرجح أن تكون هذه مخيلتي
فأشك أن يكون مالك أو عزرائيل في الجامعة زملائي
أؤكد لكم أنني كنت سأنتبه لو كان هنالك في القاعة طالب مجنح
غير أن صديقتي ترجح
أنه لو كانت الفيلة و الزرافات تحضر لم أكن سألمح
المهم... أنني مسرعة دعوت ربي أن لا يخلدني فيها
و يعنني أن أتخرج بعد سنين قليلة
ثم و كأنها إشارة إلى اجابة دعائي
بدءت السماء تمطر ""يا لفرحتي""
فعاهدت نفسي أنه بعد ثلاثة سنين
سأكون خريجة ((و الله بيعين))
وهذه هي الحكاية و إن لم تعجبكم
فلصراحة..هذه مشكلتكم

Tuesday...

2007-11-20T12:29:00.000-08:00

rain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God..

2007-11-18T14:04:00.000-08:00

One night a man was crying
Allah! Allah!
His lips grew sweet with the praising,
Until a cynic said,
So! I heard you
Calling out, but have you ever
Gotten any response?
The man had no answer to that
He quit praying and fell into a confused sleep
He dreamed he saw khidar the guide of souls
In a thick green foliage
Why did you stop praising?
Because I never heard anything back
This longing
You express is the return of the message
The grief you cry out from draws you towards union
Your pure sadness
That wants help
Is the secret cup
Listen to the moan of a dog for its master
That whining is the connection
There are love dogs
No one knows the names of
Give your life
Be one of them.
Al Rumi

2007-11-18T14:01:00.001-08:00

Sunday...

2007-11-18T13:27:00.000-08:00

the bride!(;

The color red…

2007-11-17T13:55:00.000-08:00

I think that love comes to you as a sudden understanding, an amazing discovery, an overwhelming feeling of grace…
I believe that that love is like a man born blind suddenly, miraculously understanding the color red…
That feeling that causes one to fight to die and to live for what one loves …
The feeling… the power…the unexplainable force…
And I believe that I am so lucky… No, no so blessed…
For I feel like a blind man who has not just understood red but green and purple and blue and is slowly coming to know the harmony, the beauty that creates a rainbow…

Saturday...

2007-11-17T13:32:00.000-08:00

something special...

the Zahir...

2007-11-16T17:29:00.000-08:00

I went to the train station today and learned that the distance between riel road tracks is always 143.5 centimeters why this absurd measurement I asked my girl friend to find out and this is what she discovered when they built the first train carriages they used the same tools as they had for building horse drawn carriages and why that distance between the wheels on carriages because that was the width of the old roods along witch the carriages had to travel and who decided that the roads should be that width well suddenly we are lunged back into the distance past it was the Romans the first great road builders and why because there war chariots were pulled by two horses and where place side by side the horses they used at the time took up 143.5 centimeters…

Think of your neighbors show them that your happy eat roast beef on Sunday watch television help the community think of the society dress in such a way that every one knows your in perfect harmony never glance to the side someone may be watching and that could bring temptation it could mean divorce crises depression smile in all the photos put the photos in the living room so that every one can see them cut the grass practice a sport -oh yes you must practice a sport in order to stay frozen in time when sport isn't enough have plastic surgery. But never forget these rules were established long ago and must be respected. Who established these rules? That doesn't matter. Don't question them, because they will always apply, even if you don't agree with them.

Friday...

2007-11-16T17:15:00.000-08:00

of course a WONDERFUL family outing were we are reminded once again why we dont do this so often (:

thursday...

2007-11-16T16:54:00.000-08:00

tests...test...test!!

(deema thinkin)

pull me in!!

2007-11-04T17:18:00.001-08:00

You hold me
At the end of your string
You push away
And pull back in
I grasp at air
Once and again
Trying to hold on
Hoping to be pulled in
I steal your gleam
Hide it away
So well I lose it
Find it in a stolen dream
I gather ashes
Sculpt them into domes
Worship at the alter
Ends justify means?
You are the moon
And you pull in... Push away
The salty water that runs
Through my veins
You call, I come
But you call
Do you need?
You turn away… in pain
Wrong? Right?
The rain drop seduced the sea
The sea called
And took it in
And I hold you
At the end of my string
I push away
And pull back in

Dedicated… to she who entered my well controlled field and scattered daisies

What I can...What I can't

2007-11-04T14:49:00.000-08:00

For you I would take on
The armies of the Mongols and the Crusades
Yet I cannot seem to give you
An hour of my day
I tipped my cup into your wine
And as drunken as I am
I cannot seem to give you
A moment of my time
I see your many lovers
Around your door flock
Always admitted
Do you open your door to those
Who do not knock?
Branded I am by your mark
Your name engraved on my very skin
And I fear I flaunt what I don’t carry within
Yes I love you
I love you once and again
I swear I would die for you
Why is it though that for you I cannot live???